Why didn't you tell me???

Why didn't you tell me???

Why wasn't I told...that this was happening?
Wasn't I a part of a team? a part of something bigger?

I was sick, yes, but I still wanted to know...I still wanted to be a part of what was happening...
I was taking care of someone else, yes, but still...I should have been told...

I feel betrayed, I feel isolated, I feel as if I'm not worth much to you...
I feel as if not much has come out of the months I've been with you and this team....

I see the photographs on Facebook, see all the people I work with...and think...no one bothered to tell me...no one bothered to even let me know...

So you take your photographs, have your fun, have your life out in front of you...
Enjoy your music, enjoy the place you exist in...

I won't see you the same way anymore, offer you the trust that I once had...
I won't be able to say 2 words without thinking...I wasn't a part of that...and no one told me...

So I'll work with you, be there when you need me....
But know this, I am a true Leo...I'll forgive, but never forget...

Like an elephant that's been wronged...I'll never forget what was not done...
And I'll never be able to see you the same way...

It seems as if this is the same all over the place...I'm the odd man out...
Well then so be it...if I'll be the odd man out, then I'll forge my own path, do my own thing...
And forget those that have hurt me in the past, they don't mean much to me anymore...

I'll plot my course, and set my sails, and whoever decides to join my crew, welcome aboard!
To all those who think I'm just a passing fad...good day, and I'll see you when I do...


Wolfside, November 16th/2009